Post #20

Nah not going to reach 50 posts already... -GIVEN UP- 

I ADMIT THAT I DONT HAVE ENDURANCE lalalalala.

Add maths are frigging killing my brain cells. I spent the whole Christmas on my maths homework and yet was still unable to finish it. 

PT3 results sucks. For hell yeah. I was in total terrible form for the whole friggin term, what could I expect? The most terrible result I ever had and it was an important examination, what the hell. I am mad I am sad but tired as well. It was expected after all. I had no idea for my abnormalities. My guesses were the sudden change of format and slow to adapt the newest situation. And this friggin situation continues for the next two years. I can see where my future ends. Haha.

 Being emo for two weeks forced me into realizing that I wasn't always the top. I don't get good results just because I used to get them. I could fail. I am an average. This kinda thought never occurred to me for the past 15 years. I was being agnorant for so friggin long and I didn't notice it. I thought I had prepared like how I usually do, perhaps i did not. I wanted to get up and maybe I will. I dared not to say that I can get back for definite. That's really kinda how I face my PT3results. Yes I do admit I am really disappointed. But that disappointment wasn't from how many As I got but from the grim reminder of how terrible I did for the whole term. 

In my family, there's always this tradition to give money as a congratulation after you received your examination results. RM10 per A.  And yet they gave 100 even though I got 9 As. They said that I was 10As in their hearts. The extra 10 weighed their hopes for me. I should be glad for the extra money. But I hate the fact they were extras. Giving me more than I should , isn't that humilating me?  I know it was just a 5mark gap, but 5 marks were definitely not some careless mistake, they were the evidence of my incapability. I'm sorry that I am so friggin sensitive but it's not like I want to be. 

Anyway, this will be my lesson learnt from 2014. 

Post #19

A few months ago, bing recommended me a pretty great music app. Ttpod.

The best thing of all is, it's variety. 

I am more into Nico nico and anime soundtracks. The normal music app doesn't suit me.

But in ttpod, there's huge lot of what I want. I think it's because of the uploaders are mainly people from china. Nico nico and animes are not really popular in western countries I think.

However after a stupid update, they say that my IP address is not available. Due to some copyright thingy and china set up a ' wall ' blocking all users outside from china. I googled for help, but most of the answers were switching to airplane mode and stuff. The worst thing is, the airplane mode cannot work after my update! 

So seriously, don't simply update. bugs fixes = blocking you off.

And finally, I found one way! (I don't know about android )

Ttpod IP address restricted, iOS version.

1: settings-wifi-connect to wifi-click the connection

2:then you will see this

3: find HTTP PROXY at the bottom part, click 'Auto', then type http://yo.uku.im/proxy.pac into the URL bar.

4: quit your ttpod (double click the home button and push ttpod app up)

5: reopen, then TADA!

I got this solution from googling Chinese websites, so credits to them! I am just translating~

Post #18

A trip to Hatyai, Thailand.

It was last weekend. Another perfect excuse for my short break from blogging, haha.

The place I most visited will be hatyai, definitely. I've been there for at least 10 times.

They were mostly 2 day 1 night stays or just pass by for a night or a breakfast.

Why? Because hatyai is a place where the food is delicious and things are cheap, and not to mention that it's near. Thailand is our neighboring country.

First of all, is the immigration centre. We go there by car. And the trouble is, we have to park our cars and walk down to the centre to get our passports chopped. And, for some unknown reasons, we have to pay 10baths every time you pass the border.

You should know how annoying is it to wake up from a long nap. And yet, we have another an hour and half to go after the immigration-meaning we can't just stay awake after that.

And the worst case is, the whole centre will be crowded during peak seasons like public holidays or weekend holidays. You will have to at least queue for half an hour or more. Not to mention that they only have about 6 counters serving for hundreds of people.

Car owners have to queue a second time for another thing which I am not very sure about since I am always the passenger.

After that, we will see a road block and will have to drive through a deserted (quite)  station. I have got no idea what is that for.

After countless of rubber plantations and Buddhist temples, we will eventually reach hatyai. Hatyai is actually not a state, if not mistaken. It is just a city in Songkhla.

Climate: usually hot, advised to wear long sleeves or apply sunblock.

During year ends, rainy season, remember to prepare an umbrella.

Places We will always go:

1-a dim sum ( Cantonese style breakfast?) restaurant which also offers bat kut teh ( pork's bone soup --if you translate it directly) the most special thing about the shop is deep fried Kuay Tiao. I can't really tell where it locates because the shop is pretty hidden, not beside the main road. Nevertheless, we can hardly find seats if we reach there late.

2- Hatyai floating market. Not as famous or big as the floating market at Bangkok, but it's not bad.

I like the deep fried thin potato slices the most. ( they don't look like potato chips) the slices are slightly thicker and definitely bigger.

And some of the boats sell drinks in a vase, and you can get the vase for free.

3- Lee garden : right in the middle of Hatyai and is usually bombed. ( the latter is not important haha)

It is a most visited shopping complex and the road stalls around it are a good place to shop. I don't always go in there but when I do, I buy myself a sundae from mcd.

And btw, you can see many people selling fake dicks everywhere, just beside the pathway and even on displaying. I walked with my parents so I tried real hard to suppress my laugh. They even had catalogues for sizes and shapes! 

Ordean : a super market. They sell cheap under garments and shampoos. Go to the second floor from the top, you can find a section which sells only discount items. They were mostly on 40% discounts. 

4- Lot terrace

Not in town, a river side but the food is nice, so are their decorations. They renovated the restaurant into a jungle. I recommend their tom yam, not too spicy ,  smells and tastes great. And don't go for their fried chicken, you find yourself chewing on baby chicks’s bones-no meat at all. They were open from 11-11. There are usually no customers for lunch. The last time I went, we were the first customers . Dinner is a different thing.

5- market

If you hate to be squeezed like sardines and can't stand the heat, do avoid this place. 

Here, you can find fruits, tidbits, clothing, etc. there's also a shop opposite the market selling cheap zebra brand cooking utensils. And if you happen to just stand by the roadside, toot toot drivers will offer you for a ride. 

6- a big Buddhist temple on a hill

Quite famous, you can have a view of whole hatyai city up there.

Post #17

Took a week stopping? 

Well, can't blame me~

My wifi connection sucks like hell. Well, the TMnet people came just now and kinda fixed it(or no). 

Imagine holidays without wifi. I can only say, thank god I've got ebooks.

So, I just want to say, I'm back!!! 

And my goal of 50 posts this year end. I hope I could reach that.

And a random post of my cat who has grown longer. Not bigger.

He kept moving so they're blur...

 

This is just a post of my return---

Post #16

Anime 

Since I've been seeing quite a lot this season. ( just, quite.)

I used AnimeUltima.tv to watch since this is one of those websites which are still available. That's why most of the animes I watched were just from the top rankings provided by that website.

I don't see many enough to give a ranking so I shan't give one. And I'm pretty picky on my animes.

 I've watched :

Log Horizon Season 2

I got a feeling like that they are more on Akatsuki's perspective view isn't it?  

Amagi brilliant park

Comedy anime, soft stuff. I like Kanie and Sento too. Nice characters, colorful art. Not to mention that Sento and the princess got quite high rankings in the most favourite female character group.

Trinity seven

I don't like this one. The main character doesn't get my liking, so as the female lead roles too. Boring. Since when do I find tsundere boring, I had no idea. I used to be tsundere-con. Too many fan service that i couldn't stand it. Plus, the colour can be well matched with log horizon's. Demon lords, just duh.

Nanatsu no taizai

I do wonder why are there two 'sevens' this season. Well, at least this is better than the other seven. Shounen, comedy but not too heavy type. I liked the backstory. And I do wish to see how pro will they be after retrieving their weapons back. Funny thing is, I thought that Ban's seiyuu was the same as matsuoka Rin from free!. I googled it and found out that ban's seiyuu is Makoto from Free!. Seriously I am shocked. And I noticed that I could finally recognize one seiyuu's voice! Yuki Kaji! Cheers and hooray. 

Kiseijuu/ parasyte

I bet this is one of the most populars ones. The not so good art became it's characteristic. The girls in the anime are drawn um..well. And I don't like shinichi's new hairstyle. Terrible! I want my nerdy four glasses shinichi back!!!! I've always thought that it would be a horror anime when I first see it's trailer from Animax. I liked the flow of the story. He doesn't like go too pro that fast. It's pretty relaxed but heavy sometimes? For some unknown reason, I actually liked Migi!!

Psycho pass season 2

Since I liked the season one so much, therefore this was a must. Kinda disappointed not to see Kougami. I wish he appeared soon!! Psycho pass always goes to the super heavy mood anime type. I couldn't watch it straight 9 eps. If I do so, I might get moody for the whole day. The new enemy kamui was even destructive than Makishima shogo for sure. Kamui is making more Makishima shogo. Truly creepy. I see that the new MC girl was pretty much hated. But I don't dislike her or hate her particularly.   Well, she did nothing wrong. She's just not as insane as Akane and more on obeying the rules strictly, not flexible kind. Ps. The opening theme song has the same singer with Tokyo Ghoul's OP unravel.

Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso / your lie in April 

When I first see the title, I was like it's friggin year end you know. Plus I bet in that world, all the trees must have gone extinct leaving only Sakura trees behind. Haha. The anime is colorful like how I liked it. The character design is nice, except for their too obvious lips. The main character is a bit too baby face as well. This anime is very detialed on thoughts and emotions. To me, and it's dragging the show.

Anime in consideration to watch : fate stay night: UBW( since it has got quite high rankings and they say it's different from the old one) , shirobako ( highly reccomended by many) , inou battle ( the description is one hell of boring, but the ranks were pretty high, I watched the first episode, and it didn't make me want to see the next. Should I give it another chance?) , Akatsuki no yona ( again, pretty high ranking ) 

Post #15

My friend asked me about how my holidays are going so I replied this to her email, I lazy to re type so I might as well copy n paste it.

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Wake up-iPad-breakfast-my new cat (lapsapmi which means dirty things)-anime-lunch-anime-drawing-cat-anime-MOBA(multiplayer online battle arena,DoTA like game) (if wifi allows)-dinner- tuition(if got)-anime-novels(perhaps)-blogging(if I remember) -sleep

Everyday I woke up at 10. I planned to wake up at 7 before the holidays, but just... Too lazy. Haha. And I planned to change my sleeping habit from 12 to 11 or even better 10. Now, it became 2... Sighs. 

I wanted to take up a sport or just exercise, which is interesting and i don't have to go out from my house and I can do it like anywhere I want. Pei jiin suggested dancing, like what Ching Ching has been doing. I looked up for dancing tutorials (break dance to be exact, I just clicked for the most viewed one) at YouTube and tried to learn. And I have to admit, I have zero talent on it and so I gave up after the first try. Teehee. So any other suggestions? Haha.

I even had this stupid idea of training 马甲线(I don't know how should I call it in English) ever since last year. Muscles beside your abs or something like that. Then,pei jiin mentioned that Ching Ching was training on it and I tried to do that again. And again of course I searched for ways at google and YouTube, and did it, but all the hell I get were arm pains, leg pains, neck pains and even knee pains. And seriously I think it didn't work at all, so I gave up ( again) on the next day. Actually, I wanted to ask Ching Ching on how she did it but I gave up on that idea of having abs at the first place. First thing, I don't see the need of training so hard just to admire on my belly on my own ( I'm not wearing a bikini or going to be a model ) second thing, if once I had it, that means I have to maintain it. So that just means = more training=more pain =more deadlines=more stress. And I concluded that for my own mental health in the future where more crazy subjects will be added and senior-year and plus sweet 16 year, I shall not do this kind of 吃力不讨好 Job.

Worst of all is, it had just been two weeks and I almost finished all my animes!! Not a surprise since I was like a 8 episode per day mode... I felt like I rested enough and ready to go. But go where? I dunno.
Second worst of all is, my tuitions never stopped... And there're even new ones like friggin hell. Currently, they are tues, weds,fri and sat. ( English, physics, chemi, add maths and art) starting from next year, my only free day will be Monday, and I have to attend two classes on Saturday.
I go to our school's CS Wong for physic and chemi, and first impression on him: tall, second: OMG he speaks so 娘! 
Third worst, pei jiin and I will have to go back to school at around middle of December. For PKK duty, and for the whole week each morning.

And sadly, my wifi was so terrible these days!! I can't play my MOBA game as usual, it will at least disconnect 2 times per game. I played Vainglory, new game this mid 2014, nice graphics, small map, less characters.  Bing saw me playing and she seemed disappointed, well yeah can't blame her after all, because all I do is RUN when the enemy comes. (Even if it means abandoning my teammate to die) LOL. Never die was kinda my motto. Well of course, if my health was pretty full and I had the higher chance of winning, I'll never run. It can be played on tablets only so yeah... Tell me if you're playing? Btw, I've tried to install another MOBA iPad game, which appears to be older, and my bad wifi is holding me back.

And another thing, I'm going to hatyai next Saturday. (The last time I went was like 1 year ago? Last time I used to go there for about twice each year, so... ) Pei jiin said she's going too around that time, I wondered if I could meet her there... 

Plus, I will be going with a bunch of kids! (Not really.) there sure will be fussy kids though. Just my father's friend's family.  And I wondered if there will be wifi, good one especially. Or else, I should just download one hell of ebooks to read during there.

Post #14

This post is about HOW UNCOOL AM I, AND HOW NOT COOL I WANT TO BE. Went to a bar for like the first time.

At first we had dinner at oh sushi, straits quay. There were me, bing and Jen and our mothers as well.

We're trying to chat and some guy who sat with same table with us ( my mom's friend's son) just suddenly spoke:" aren't you guys going to introduce yourselves? "

We all stopped and stared at him awkwardly. Because for seriously, I took him as air. And I expected him to ignore us too. I mean this is how it always goes, isn't it.

Jen started introducing herself, and followed by bing and I do it half-heartedly, not even trying to make him remember him anyway. 

He looks like 18 or something. Wears a cap. ( I remember some scientific data said that people who wears a cap are weirdos,so I took him as one) and Typical guys are usually like, nah I wont speak to girls. Plus, I've been to a all girl's school for like 3 years, so truthfully speaking I have lost the ability to chat to males I don't know. And plus, we're different species.

It's like, after the introducing he asked who's the coolest guy in your school or who's the coolest girl in your school. Like hell I care. I'm definitely not the coolest, nor I do even tried to compare. Imma kinda nerdy girl who stays in the background reading my manga or watching my anime. I dun care. I dun make-up, hate malls and shopping or branded things and had no interest in boys.( btw, I've always been suspecting myself for being a lesbian, since many quizzes show that my brain somehow functions too manly) So,cool-people-get-the-hell-far-away-from-me, you're germs. After meeting that guy, I finally understand that I hate 'cool ' people, because I'm the opposite from them. 

He's actually the same age with us, I couldn't believe it. And, He's from a friggin international school, that's how he became so not typical. And so not me. I mean he's the kind who wears a cap, who shops a mall, who likes to do selfie, who likes to talk to girls? So, international school will definitely be a big hell no for me. I will die of suffocating!!!! AIR of GERMS!!!! I might buy a dozen of boxes of air refresher if I had to study in one hell school of that.

I've seen one post that shows two albums. One full of selfies, one full of anime pictures. And these two groups seemed to hate each other. IT IS EPIC TRUE.

He somehow forced us(me and bing, when Jen was onto her phone and got us kidnapped away by a man) to walk the mall with him. He mumbles and I can't hear a word of him speaking. Plus, I'm not quite comfortable in speaking English so, I ignored him the whole way. Even if I can finally understand him, I act as if I've heard nothing. (Ignore-cool-guys-mode ON) I was so bored. Walked through the mall about twice, and I couldn't remember which shop I've entered before. He kept talking to bing, and I was like NOooooT-INnnTTEERRrreeesttttedddd and walked a zombie. ( he said we're lifeless) and like hell I believed when he said he was worried about me. He said that I was shy, yeah perhaps. I don't like you that's it. It wasn't about his personality, he's carefree, cheerful and looks normal. It'just you're not the same being with me and I don't want to be friends with you. I can be so mean, isn't I?

Back to my first experience in my bar. I drank two glasses of Apple cider with 4.5% alcohol and it tasted like jolly shandy. Sweet and sour and bitter at the end, not bad. Jen was almost drunk, she got herself flushed. I was a bit not uncomfortable with my head but it didn't really affect me so I think I might be imagining it or something.

Btw, this is a long post.

Post #13

My first physic and chemistry tuition

I've always said I liked physic than chemistry or biology. However, I'm not very sure.

Today, the things taught were not so hard, more of a repetition and deeper into what I'd learnt last year.

Physic could be a little more challenging than chemistry though.

I remembered that there' some topic about atoms, molecules and ions. The teacher told us that atoms are alone, molecules have two non-metals together, ions have two non and metals together. So I copied down, and wrote in brackets atoms( old lonely man), molecules ( BL--gay,boys love ) and ions (BG--normal, boy girl ). Then the next minute, he suddenly told us a way to remember them, and it was exactly what I just wrote!! I wondered for a second if he could read my mind.

The teacher kept saying Ok Da? He's a teacher from my school. He's the tallest of all in my school, about 180 I guess? Plus, he sounds pretty sissy.

Because I sat on the first row, my conversation with Patricia hardly lasted for 5 seconds. That's cruel!!

Btw, today's MAMA. My friend whom I carpool with said that he hate to miss it because of tuition. And I was more like, uh huh I had no idea that you're on the Korean side. 

Post #12

Im forcing myself to write something today. 

Evon introduced me to a karaoke app called smule sing or whatever it is. 

First, you have to choose a song out of four. And that song will be the only song you have, if you use it for free.  Mine is Grenade by Bruno Mars.

What's a free song for? 

You can choose either to solo, to have duet or a group sing with that song.

There will be lyrics, and in karaoke form. You can choose to have a guide, which there will be a piano right hand sound for you.

After recording, your singing will be given marks. Starting from 1000 I think. I don't know what's the maximum. Of course, you can replay the whole song and decide if you want save it or not.

If you save it, your recordings will be posted. 

If you recorded a duet or a group sing, people will find your recording and sing it with you.

Mostly your post will be shown for 7 days, if it's unpaid.

Likewise,you can find other people's recording to sing with them. This will always be free.

The choices of song are pretty wide I suppose so. Just that some of the pretty famous songs had to be bought or not found in there. For example, you can't find any of Taylor swift's songs.

The whole point is after recording I just finally realize that I have absolutely no talent in singing. I felt like dying every time I replayed. ARGH. It sucks.

Post #11

We had a family reunion dinner last night. My aunt and her family came from KL, bringing her daughter, Abigial(my cousin) too. Yeah, the same person who I would be marrying to in my dreams. 

The dinner was held at Ocean Green. As the name suggested, the restaurant was really by the sea, but the ocean wasn't green and geographically say it couldn't be categorized as ocean as u can see the mainlands over the horizons.

The food was pretty nice. I had some sour sweet yellow jelly fried chicken pieces ( sorry I forgot the names), sour salty spicy steamed fish, and two vegetables that I didn't touch so I had no idea how they tasted and big prawns with orangish sweet sauce. ( I am very poor in describing food I know.)

Now into the point. My another cousin sis Evon decided to take groupie's( is that how you call selfie in groups?) there were four of us, all girls. Abigial as the eldest, I'm second, Evon's third and Elise was the last. Abigial's 17, I'm 15, Evon's 13 and Elise's 6. we had our timer on. Then i just felt like capturing a photo of sand in the mid air. So I splashed sand when the timer was on 1. And who the hell would know the Elise would suddenly appeared in front of the camera and let the sand all fell on her? She didn't seem to mind and splashed sand back to me countless of times for pay back. Well, I was such a kind and useless cousin sister that I just let her do what she wanted.

Then when Elise's mum found out. She seemed to be angry. She kept ticking of sand off her daughter's hair. Evon accused me of doing that purposely. I tried to explain. She did not respond and she did not even look at me. I tried to bring up that there was sand on my head too because of Elise. And yet, Elise's mum just kept her silence. It was really ticking me off that time. It was a total accident! What about when Elise did the same thing to me PURPOSELY and MANY TIMES. It was frigging so unfair. And the friggin Evon too. Arshhhhh. If I tell this to my mum, she would definitely say that I was overthinking it or I was whining at small little things. 

I HATE TO HAVE A VERY SMALL COUSIN SISTER. 

First thing, the age gap was so big and I seriously got nothing to chat with her.

Second thing, I would always be responsible for everything she did and anything that happened on her.

Third thing, I couldn't scold her or hit her because she's friggin someone else's daughter.

The best question I've answered was when I was about 5. My mother asked me if I wanted a younger sibling. And I answered NO. 

Post #10

Yesterday, I decorated a candle for Christmas!

This is my first time using acrylic hope you guy think it's cute!

#9

I think this is my 100th post.

Today, I finally gave PeiJiin her birthday present, which I should have gave her 2 months ago.

It was a drawing, in water colour.

There were many problems I faced during the whole process, because I did not drew an anime drawing like I usually did, instead it's a painting of forest.

And as usual, I did not create the whole picture right out from my mind, I copied from others work.

The original :

This picture caught my attention because of it's tranquility. But the grand piano was what which made me decide to choose this. I think every person who learns a piano would like to have the chance to play a grand piano, have a grand piano, and they all love grand pianos. It's like a dream to them isn't it?

I spent two weeks on it, basically on weekends because I'm really busy on weekdays of my endless tuitions. The original pic was a digital art, which meant to be very detailed. And this was what nearly killed me during my process of drawing. With Watercolour, I could make it dreamy and blurry but not detailed. I asked for help in Facebook, and I received many ideas but actually none really helped. I do appreciate their help though.  

I even private-messaged a water colour artist in Facebook which I admired very much. She drew really great animes and water colour paintings even though she was just a high school student! Which was about the same age as me!  

She was really a person who changed me. She was the one who introduced me to the drawing world. Once, I drew lousy anime drawings with girls forever standing straight or with just heads. But, after seeing her drawings ( which were usually imitating other's drawing), I was amazed at how great she could copy a drawing! And her techniques in colour pencils drawings as well! She could colour it as if they were printed out! That was when I realize that I could do something like that as well. I began my first imitation. After so long a time, I noticed that she might not be the best of all, however she's the one who changed me the most. 

After two weeks, this is my drawing.

It was definitely not as detailed as the original one, but I have tried my best. I posted this drawing onto Facebook and I received a Not bad response, about 1k likes. And the most amazing thing was, the one I admired so much actually commented on my drawing and even praised me!! I was on cloud nine really. It felt like yesterday I might just be a nobody to her, but now she knew who am I!! She even say that she was looking forward to my next art! I was like OH my GOD~ 

Post #8

I dreamt that I was marrying someone.

The wedding took place on the sea, the sun was very bright. It was very pretty indeed, people could just jump right into the sea if they wanted to have a swim.  I remembered myself wearing a long and white heavy wedding gown. I even sunbathed.

Then I don't know why, it suddenly became at night. We were having dinner with everyone. I get 'angpau's as a blessing. Afterso long, the bride wasn't here yet. That was because he was having his SPM. I asked someone who sat on the same table with me what the tomorrow' subject was. She told me it was essay. I was wondering why my bride was late.

I know you guys must be curious, who that bride was. It was actually my cousin sister,Abigial who lives in KL and having her SPM now. I don't know why my bride was a female and not a male... But I remembered that my bride was very morally good, for some reasons.

After that, I borrowed my mum's mirror to check on my make up. I still have a short hair. I got my hair fluffy and the tips of it are all sticking up. The make up on face just looked normal and I didn't care much.

When the bride's comming, everyone stopped eating and stood up, gazing at the main entrance eagerly. Then, I woke up. DUH, I didn't get to see my cousin in a suit.

Post #6

Let's talk about privacy today~

I basically blog pretty private stuff if you really notice deeply I suppose? Because this blog is a blog I used ever since I was 10 I think. I don't post only usual stuff like what did I eat where did I go, I prefer to write everything, even my own thoughts, deep or shallow, sometimes. These are all part of me.

Like how once I wanted to make reviews on anime and make my blog a specific blog on animes only. 

Like how I used to talk bad about my school mates here. (Cough cough)

Like how I wanted to show how my garden looks like after a rain.

Ok.. That's very random I know...introduce you guys to my dog over there.

These few days I am very emotional and I know it, I try to not bother you guys so you can ignore me. Sometimes, I do like to be left alone than being accompanied. Or just act normal.

Post #7

Let me fangirl over Benedict Cumberbatch!!!!! CUUUUMMMBEERRRRRRRBAAAAAATCCCCCHHHHHHHH!!!!

Ok fine. 

Yes, I did like him over Sherlock. 

Let me fangirl over Sherlock.

SHHHEEERRRRRRLOOOOOOCCCKKKKKKKK!!!

Seriously, I really like how he acts as Sherlock!! Because...because. I am in loss of words, because SSHHHHEEERRLOOOCKKK!!! Waiting for the next season next year O//~//O

Well, I knew one girl next class who has a crush on him too! I am not that close with her though. And she is Nicole's friend. Nicole doesn't seem to understand why she likes cumberbatch, she said that cumberbatch isn't handsome at all. Well, I can't really deny it...because cumberbatch's good for his acting skills not his looks~

I decided to stalk his details over the net and in YouTube. Shockingly, I found out that he voiced for two characters in The Hobbit. Well, I haven't watch sherlock during that time. I am not a succesful cumber people haha.

Plus, I saw a fan edited pictures of his. That person added kittens beside every cumberbatch screenshots! HOW CUTE!!! I think that person had them on tumblr with the tag of cumbercats. Check it out for yourselves!

This post is gonna be a short one well yeah.

Post #5

A cat story

One day, there was a pregnant cat wandering through tall buildings, noisy machines and the grayish air. She had to find a safe place. For her two little babies inside her tummy.

 

She found herself a satisfying shed and lived in there, waiting anxiously for the arrival of the two little creatures. 

Later, she gave birth safely. Their pinkish eyelids closed tightly together into a line. She couldn't wait to see their beautiful eyes. 

Then they grew into an orange tabby and a white cat. Everything was going fine. She even met a kind-hearted tom cat. He was caring and helpful, unlike the one who left her with a swollen tummy. He was the one whom she could lean to. It was safe being with him. She liked him.

She was blinded by love, drowned by happiness until she had forgotten how vulnerable her kittens were, easily shattered like thin glass. 

Due to her carelessness, the orange tabby died under a tyre of a car.

With tears of regret and remorse flowing down, she sworn that she would not let anything like this ever happen to her kittens again. She patted her soft paw on the remaining white cat with spot's head. The little kitten seemed to not know what had happened to her sibling and purred happily over her mother's love. 

Months had passed, she got pregnant the second time, again with two babies, but different because she had a husband with her. Another thing to be happy was her daughter , the white cat was pregnant too! 

The little two sweathearts would have a accompany from their nephews or nieces! How adorable!

Finally, they arrived! A cute black cat with white socks and grayish spots cat. Their older sister was going to give birth in short while.

One day, the two little siblings were catching each other's tails. The black one has an especially long tail. They were playing over the streets and in the bushes. It was a joyous sight looking at them playing.

 

The mischevious grey kitten decided to play hide and seek! The black cat immediately find a tiny box and hid himself inside. He looked cautiously for his brother, he would run when his brother spotted him!

The grey kitty searched high and low for him. When the grey one went under a car to search for him, the once stationery car moved!! 

Another cute kitten lost its life. ( so, we must support spaying! )

The black cat kept waiting in the small box. The sun has already set, yet his brother never came. Wondering where had his brother been, why hadn't he found him? Maybe I am a genius in playing hide and seek? He thought. He continued waiting.

The mother was furious and heartbroken at the same time. Her child! Her beloved ones! She fainted over her grief. The husband kept silent, never left the mother' side.

Her white sister sensed danger. People say black cat brings unfortune. Her little black brother might harm her baby like how he killed the grey one! No! She must protect her baby! She will never let her brother had the chance to get close her babies!

The black cat was hungry and lonely. He meowed for attention. Had they forgotten about him?

Finally, he saw his elder sister! He meowed thankfully. He was saved!

The elder sister bit him by the neck and carried him to the drain. Then, she loosened her jaw and let him fell into the deep dark drain. 

He meowed at the top of his lungs. His throat was dry and sore. His tummy was growling in hunger. The sun had totally set. He tried jumping and climbing up the drain, but it was too high for him. He was growing weak. He didn't understand why his sister did this to her. Why? What has he did wrong? Why did his brother didn't find him? Why did his parents abandon him? 

He meowed again, weak and helplessly.

A human looked down into the drain and took him up.

Now, he is in my home,!!!!!!!! LOL.

He likes boxes.

He is small.

 

The story was half true though. His sis was really pregnant and really shoo him out. He fell into the drain. The mother just ignored him.

Post #4

WeI actually skipped many days well that's not the point.

The point is I hit my 1k likes in Facebook. And now it has overpass 2k. 

It's a drawing of Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun. A funny anime that even bing enjoys! Basically, I did not create this directly from my mind, it's just a copy from the ending theme song.

I am really surprised to reach my target by this drawing, because I drew this half-heartedly... Sort of a training to me only. My friend said it was because of the logo I draw. But seriously the logo is not perfect at all... I don't understand why did so many people like it. Plus it is my first anime drawing by using art line pen, I feel like a total beginner with simple shading and stuff. And of course, if this post was seen by those who liked I will be scolded like hell for being over-humble, but I'm really just speaking the truth.

Skipped 2 days Post #3

I accompanied my mum for physio yesterday. We waited for at least an hour until it was her turn. I brought a novel I read halfway there and I finished it within an hour. Then I wasted another hour while waiting my mum to finish her physio. 

Well, my mum got her crystal out of position. I mean crystal in the semicircular canals in our ears which control our balancing. She suffered from dizziness every time she slant her head, in any way. So, she can only let her head upright. She couldn't even lay down! Imagine her sitting while sleeping. 

Today, in the morning at school, we were forced to listen a silly talk about what career should you choose and know yourself better stuff. It shows that I am RAE, realistic, artistic and entreprising. This is completely useless. Because when the quiz was given, I can totally control which category I wanted to be! It didn't mean that I wasn't truthful when I answered, it was because almost every time the question asked me to rate something from 1-5 I can give 85% of the answers as 3. 

Every thing seem ok to me. I just hate music and like art. Basically the rest are fine. 

Then, RAE. Realistic seems very useless indeed. Art is a way too challenging for me and I prefer to play safe. And for someone who is playing safe, Enterprising is definitely a no. 

The other traits are Invesitgative, Convensional and social.

 I like investigating for fun but not for life. I don't like the idea of investigating something unknown, no limit. Who knows maybe until you die you still do not manage to research anything out? It feels like the sea, wide and bottomless, leaving me breathless.

 Conventional looks like a decent one. However, It suits my character, but it does not fit my ability. I'm the careless one who can mislook a whole ten mark in an exam paper. 

Social? Me?? You must be kidding. I am a nerd ( though my close friends keep denying it like I know why, but I really do think I am,only Bing says I am anti-social.) I hate to go out. I hate to talk to someone I am not close with. It's tiring. To get myself to get a good relationship with my friends, I once forced myself to hang out with the group of girls which they talk the topics I am not really interested in. Shopping in boring malls, looking at nothing, forever watching them from the border of the circle , comparing the coldness of my ice cream to the loneliness I felt.  And seriously, I am sick of doing that. It's really meaningless. It's not that I did get a good relationship after months of my 'hard work'. So, I retreat back to my own circle of comfort. To the girls I meant : no, I don't hate you and don't be mad at me. I just think you guys are boring like how boring you guys think of me. We don't match, that's all. We can still chat, but it definitely depends on the topic we are onto. (Wow, this paragraph do seem gloomy.)

Day 2

Actually I was thinking of using Chinese to type instead. Or else my Chinese will rot, but typing Chinese is really annoying. So I shall not change. And I just added 3 lines of nonsense. Yay!

Today, is really a boring day. I literally spend my whole day with my iPad. Well, almost, except for times I went for my art class and to eat or to the toilet. 

So, let's just talk about how I feel then. It was like finally the days I dreamt for, days after the exam and days before the holidays. Before the exams, I had plenty of things to do. I made a to-do-list and I actually filled it up until 25. But when The time actually comes, I will be like singing : " Today I don't feel like doing anything~ wooooohoho~" EVERY day. Typical holiday mood, as how I call it last year. It is an annual disease and there is no cure to it. symptoms: being lazy every year end and regret it every start of the year and start to dream about it for the whole year. There is no end to the cycle!!!

My to-do-list:

1) Drawing: I have 2 birthday presents to draw, and many many more. 

2) Anime : as usual, but there's just too many and I don't know which to start from... The ones I stopped last year? Last season? This season's new updates? Or old and epic ones? I hate to choose so I end up giving up duh!

3) Novels. I borrowed some books from my friend and I ought to return them in this month.

4) Ocarina. A type of flute that looks like a ball? Well mine is duck shape though.

I got this from my cousin sis as my birthday present this year. I find it quite challenging as I don't know how to make it sound good while I do FAs and even higher notes. I wanted to learn the theme song of Laputa. ( an anime movie )

5) Comic fiesta. There is a real size one this year end in KL. I felt like going because my friends I met from Facebook are going~ Plus, as an otaku, I know that I am really fail to have not even one book of comic, posters, figures, keychains, nor other anime peripheral products. I am even fail to have only visited a comic fiesta mini once, and even worse—with my parents, the worst of all—bumped into a friend of mine. I don't even dare to buy anything or wait for the cosplayers to show up on stage. It's very fail, but at least I had once breathe in the air of a comic fiesta.

And you know what, I had no idea where the exact spot is the comic fiesta. So, after we found a place to park at a high carpark, I dialed my friends number to ask. While asking, I was walking down from the carpark. Through the phone, I couldn't hear my friend clearly as it was really noisy. I asked how to get inside the comic fiesta, and she seemed to not know how to say, then she passed it to another friend, which I knew. Then the second friend told me just go ground floor and bla bla bla. So I continued walking to the ground floor, with my parents. Without noticing, we were already in the comic fiesta. We actually skipped the main entrance where a long queue of people were buying tickets to enter. So, we went in for free... I ended up feeling guilty watching every one wearing a wristband and not me and my parents. That was why I did not enjoy the fiesta at all. It was really packed in there. My parents kept saying that no one would notice us. And of course no one would notice me, but they would notice you two!! I hundred percent bet that they were the oldest of all in the fiesta... Then, I hurriedly went back. In the car, I texted my friend who told me the place. Weirdly, she replied : Who are you? I was wondering, why didn't she save my phone after I called her. I asked. Then she replied : I lent my phone to some senior just now. I did not receive your phone call. ——— SHOCK! The whole time I was talking to some stranger?

6) Listen to music. I had a serious project going on the next year, Bing you know what I meant. Haha.

7) I plan to revise for next year. But I really doubt myself for actually doing that.

8) Lyrics. I want to learn all my Japanese songs!! SHOOSE~

9) Digital art. I had special pen which I can draw on iPad as my birthday present. That pen was a 100 over. The main thing is, I don't know how to use it well. Below is my latest attempt. I actually spent two hours over this small head...

10) Blogging: which is what I am doing now..

There are still many more but I guess I will save it for next post!

The whole new chapter begins now

 This is another random blog post of mine.

First of all, I will have to speak about the reason of my blogging as usual. This time it is because of a challenge to blog everyday until 2015—not to mention that I was somehow forced to accept the challenge to accompany someone who have no patience in doing anything, which basically means 7 weeks or 49 days. Studies show that one can make something a habit if they do it for 21 days. Well, I don't believe it. I have been buried under my textbooks for more than one month before today( today is the last day of my friggin examination, hooray!) , but I don't think I have got that habit of memorizing textbooks.

Secondly, choose a decent topic to discuss. 

Nah, I will just make a hell report of what I have done today. After school, I take lunch at my granny's house as usual. I had no appetite and ended up wasting half of my bowl. I feel guilty alright. I really could not help myself. The rice was overcooked, and I was still under pressure of my stupid exam. I felt like vomiting N times every time I had my exams. I checked the symptoms of being stressed and it seems that being pregnant-like is a very rare one. I should be optimistic and be glad that I am SOOOOO special. 

Then, I went back home. Tried to start a new random novel which the setting is in a friggin outer space and some random guy lost his virginity because of alcohol. The future like setting annoys me but I guess I will give it another shot? 

Then, my mother brought me to Tesco to buy fruits and tidbits( for praying purposes, yeah no kidding we offer tidbits to our gods.) We bumped into a friend of my mum's whose son is the same age with me. They chatted about which tuition class is better and stuff. I was amazed that the aunty actually knew my ranks from our school's magazine, because that particular page is very not attention seeking. And by the way she gave my mum a tip on beauty that her son uses. Tomato juice. She emphasized on how SMOOTH her son's face is. I was like   "Yes I am girl and I have a face full of pimple scars. I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HOW FRIGGING SMOOTH YOUR SON'S FACE IS. Hell no tomatoes. Not to even think about blending the slimy seeds into grossing juice. I had never tasted any vegetable juice before and I will never." My mother bought me an McDonald sundae to celebrate the end of exams. green apple flavored. And that's not the point. I licked the whole way back to home. 

I reached home to find my brother using my iPad. He liked a game that I installed. Vainglory. A very DoTA like game. Well, I enjoy playing it as well. I would prefer Vainglory over DoTA because I can play Vainglory without using our old PC. And it is easier to play. For beginners like me. The art is quite good I suppose. Some of the skills are really flashy. He play and I watch. This is a rare chance because he never let me watch him play DoTA. Well, I suppose this is because he is using MY iPad after all. He consider the old PC as his.

Then, it's dinner. I finally get back my appetite. My mother cooked potato in soup, fried meat piece with egg and diced onions( a way to force me eat vegetables, if you consider onion as one) then a new recipe. Crab sauce on tofu. I like the crab sauce ( sauce which usually goes with crab, looks orangey, sweet and sour ) the way it goes with tofu is unexpectedly not bad.

After that, I spent my time on FB and I start housekeeping my books as I promised before. I am now currently like middle school to high school. The textbooks are all not useable and I will have to give all my books away.

I went downstairs to get myself a drink, but I ended up getting caught of a movie my mom is watching. Cloud atlas. Seriously, I don't get the storyline. Sorry for being low in IQ. By the way, the Chinese clone 

Speaks too "CHIM" for me. While I was processing the first sentence, she had already started the third one....

And now, I am writing this blog. I am surprised that I was able to write this long.

Mighty Minds 2014

Trust me when I was informed that Nicole, bing and I would be entering mighty minds at 1st avenue, our first thought were WE CAN SKIP THE CROSS-COUNTRY RUN! Well, because both of them were held on the same day. We asked our friends about the instructions since we're the first time joining mighty minds? They said they never managed to enter the 2nd round before, they weren't sure. So, we just conclude that we will not enter the 2nd round and we can have fun after the 1st round.  We didn't prepare much really. We just read some encyclopedia( which really didn't help at all) and I searched for sports news. It was kinda fun because I learnt more about sports, football especially.

Finally, that day arrives. There was a huge crowd and the scene simply terrifies us all. We didn't expect that it will be joined by so many people. And we were even convinced that we wouldn't stand a chance to get into 2nd round at all. Guess what, I bumped into my junior in primary school.

First, the over 120 teams were divided into 2 groups, A and B and team numbers were given. Ours was B38. Lower secondary A starts first. 3 teams of my friends were in, While we stood outside the ring and test ourselves. Everyone sat on the floor with their teammates, holding a remote control staring eagerly at the big screen where the question would be shown. There were 20 multiple choices questions in total. Each question 20marks. We were given about 30 seconds to answer each question which is sufficient. After answering 10questions, your current ranking will be shown in the screen. My friend was among the top 10. However, after 20question, they didn't manage to squeeze into top 5 qualifying teams.

There's 2 questions on japan , one about food and the other one is "what does YAKUZA (Japanese word) mean? To me, the yakuza one is as easy as ABC. The answer was Mafia. That word is commonly found in those mangas I read! There's also one about which country did 'The Ashes' come from? I was lucky to read it before during my search of sports news. The Ashes is a cricket team from England and has just won the BBC personality award of 2013.

At first our strategy is the minor will follow the majority unless you're very sure about the answer. fit three of us have different answers, let's just follow the one who thinks that her instinct was the most accurate. However, after round A, we noticed a pattern of our instincts. Question 1-5, bing's instinct a were accurate. 6-10, Nicole's. 11-15 was mine. 15-20 was random.

Later, it' s lower secondary B which is our turn!!!  We cut lines to stand on the first spot when the ring opens. Well..... We did this So we can get a good spot where the remote controls can get good signal and we wouldn't be blocked by huge body boys. Since the speed you answer for each question counts too!!

As I just mentioned earlier about our weird instincts round, we REALLY did use that strategy. Although Nicole's instinct wasn't at her best form but well, mine and bing worked well. The questions are so weird and we answered some correctly through our instincts game. The most epic one is the last question, who is the manager of Real Madrid? Seriously! All I know is C.Ronaldo is in that club and I support Real Madrid over Barcelona but seriously who is the manager? That time the most I could remember was the face of that manager. The choices are like names i think I've heard before for example Fabio and stuff. The word Anttoni from Carlo Anttoni was like keep telling me "I'm the answer!I'm the answer! Choose me! Choose me!" So I just chose that. After a few seconds, we waited for the screen to reveal the answer. And it REALLY was Carlo ATTONI!!!!

And finally, WHO WILL BE QUALIFIED?

The screen showed #5 B38 200marks.

OMG!!!!!!!! I didn't believe we actually made it!!!!  if we were a few seconds slower, we might not be qualified! We were soooooo close!!

Then, the head judge brought us to the back stage and explained the instructions for round 2 hands on. We were to do a model by the materials given such as cupboard and paper and stuff.  Not only that, EACH ONE of us had 1minute to present your model. GREAT. We didn't really prepare anything... Plus, I'm very not confident in public speaking. We were told that the theme was Old is Gold. We reconfirmed with the judge because the website said that the theme was Going Round in Cirlces. We were told that that's Perak's theme,

We rushed to mcdonalds to have our lunch. We discussed while eating. Our first plan was a watch. But we later decided that it was too hard to make and it wasn't creative. Bing suggested a SMART TONGKAT. As bing and I were cat lovers, I immediately suggest that it to look like a cat. Unexpectedly, Nicole who was usually fed up of our cat-ing agreed our idea. So, we made a tongkat that looked like a cat.

We had another hour before round 2 started. We used that time to prepare our presentation scripts. Nicole did the WHAT, I said the WHY and Bing explained the HOW. During the round 2, my parents came! Yay! Between 45 minutes, we finished our cat tongkat which we named it CATWALK. Cool huh? Haha.

When it comes to the presentation, the upper secondary started first. That gave us another one hour to prepare our presentation. The time was really more than enough and I memorized my script so many times that I think I was  able to memorized it backwards. The more the time ticked away, the more nervous we were. Bing and I ended up singing Counting Stars to soothe our nervousness. it didn't make much help though.

When it's  our turn, Nicole forgot her script for a little. After that, she passed me the mike. All of sudden, I was conscious of the judges staring at me and all the crowd outside the ring looking at me. My mind just went blank. The script I memorized so well was all gone!! I wrote a small note in my hand but I panicked and the note was turned backways and I was certain my hands were shivering. SERIOUSLY. I never expected me to be this worse......  Lesson learnt : I should have just brought my whole script instead of making notes.

Then, it was announcement of qualification to the final round..... And also the current ranking again,   ( the marks were accumulative from the first round to the last round)
I did my presentation so badly that I really think we would be the last.

Luck was at our side that day. Though my performance was terrible , yet we still managed to get the 3rd!! WooHOO!!! This means we will get 5th at the very least!!! And from some blog I read, the fifth place will receive  RM300! Meanwhile, the main judge introduced the qualifying teams. She took a liking to our catwalk i think. Because she especially promoted our catwalk to the audience. LOL.

Meanwhile, the shopping mall was playing 'Price tag'.  After I told bing about the prizes we would get, we sang along : it's ALL about the money money money! It's ALL about the money money money~ yes! indeed we're all MONEY LOVERS.

Then, it was the most exciting part of all. The buzz challenge. There were 15 questions, each question    Answered correctly will be awarded 2 marks. The one who pressed the button first gets to answer. If the first player was correct, the second person wouldn't be given marks although the answer correct. If the first player was wrong, the next person who gave the correct answer will be given two marks. However, if your first answer was wrong and you wanted to try another time, you can. But there were risks. If you're correct, only 1 mark will be given, but if you're wrong, 2 marks will be deducted.


At first, one member from each team would go and stand behind the stage kinda thingy, where there was a button and a mike. Each member will answer three question alone. Then, the last 6 questions will be answered together as a team.

The question for buzz challenge was easier. I managed to get the first question correct. What's the latitude of equator? I was pretty sure that time the other schools were still dumbfounded. The question will be shown on the screen so we have to read fast and think fast. It was really tricky.
I regretted a lot. Because I was overjoyed about my first correct and I forgot to focus for the next question... That question was another easy one..... It was like an x a day kicks the doctor away, what is x? The third one was what is the animal in the logo of Ferrari. I hated myself for my slow brain.

Lesson learnt: read the question from below, because usually the front part is useless.

But thankfully bing got a quick mind and and she won 5 marks for our team! There was a question like: what is an egg tooth which is found in birds used for? When she pressed the button, I was surprised. I asked her DID you know the answer?? She replied no. Just making a guess.
She answered that the egg tooth was used for the young bird to crack the egg, so they can get out of it. And she was right.

There are many easy questions like where is Winter Olympic 2014 held? Sochi. Who bought whatsapp? Facebook. We were just a millisecond difference in our speed to answer compared to the Chung ling boys. DUH. Chung ling had 3 teams in the final!! Ridiculously strong, the other team was   Bukit jambul. We are the only girls in the final.

And FINALLY, the rankings.......btw, we're from SMJK Perempuan china pulau Pinang.

5th SMJK........... Chung ling butterworth
Won RM 300
OMG OMG we're in top 4!!!!!
4th SMK bukit jambul......
OMG OMG OMG OMG top3!!!!!!!!
3rd......SMJK...............Chung ling!!
We jumped in JOY! OMG top 2!!!!!
2nd, it's us~ the announcer said that the difference between the champions and the runner-ups is really close, another 2 marks we would have won..... Damn it!! IF we were a little faster! IF I didn't forgot my script! AAHHHHHHHH

Btw, if you guys need the questions for round 1, check out Bing's blog.
http://blossom-rain.blogspot.com/

School reopens

This year My classes starts at morning, having to wake up at 6 every day nearly kills me. I was like so sleepy at the afternoon thinking that maybe I should take a nap which will make me unable to sleep at night. It will be a cycle.... So at the very first day, I trained myself not to take a nap. It was so hard...but I did it anyway

The teachers are so-so. Except for one, chinese teacher. I bet I have left a bad impression for her. Seriously. I mean or not which teacher scolds(somehow) a student the second day of school? Yes, I know I am wrong, I knew I did a mistake. But the way she talks is very irony.
Ok, the teacher asks us to use A4paper, I think I did. But I forgot my A4 paper I bought is longer than others' paper. Though the package wrote 'A4 paper'. Ok whatever, so I forgot to cut the paper into A 4 size. Then I passed up and teacher find my paper longer than the others and is very unhappy about it. It was all just because I am forgetful, and plus it's after holidays.
Again I know it's totally my fault. But then, scold me using that paper and not saying that I did this especially to attract attention!! How could she accuse me of that?! ALL I do is JUST forgot to trim it!! I don't have any ulterior motive behind! It's been one whole day already and every time I think about this I'm angered. Yet, I spoke nothing, I did no explanation, just stood there smiling apologically like a retard.

I wanted to say that I bought a drawing collection but just recalling the scene yesterday just ruined my mood, ok so bye bye .