Im having my second job interview tmr, but Im also lazy to continue preparing for it.
My first interview I was super unprepared. Having no idea there will be a technical test, I gg-R.I.P-ed myself. Well surprisingly, the company's HR did call me a week after the interview, asking about details for my academic result. Not sure if that's considered a 'offer', but well at least it's not too bad.
Well, as for this upcoming interview, I uh spent a whole afternoon looking up for random technical questions here and there, and still think I will make a fool out of myself tmr. Really dont have the confidence lol, but I kinda cease to care for it any further.
Imo, being a CEO is a job, being a toilet cleaner is job as well. I don't really care about salary since ahem I'm just a kid XD. My family doesnt really need my pitiful salary to maintain our current lifestyle anyway.
Due to my 'hmm not bad quite above average' academic results, others usually assumed I must have wanted to be 'successful' since I worked hard to get good grades. But on the contrary, I don't find satisfaction in being 'successful' in the typical earn-lots-of-money or being-famous-as-a-professional way. I am just very contented with what I have now, and I don't even mind having lesser than what I have now (but not too less haha).
But really, Ive put a lot of thought on how I want my future to be. The above is really the conclusion I came to. That's also why I rejected a PhD offer from my supervisor, did not even bother to apply for a PhD scholarship. Because I really do not see the purpose of doing so. I know i disappointed my parents for doing postgraduate but I can't just do something just to fulfill other's expectations right?
Well anyways, I guess, Im just finding excuses for my laziness eheh.
