Random procrastination post

 Im having my second job interview tmr, but Im also lazy to continue preparing for it.

My first interview I was super unprepared. Having no idea there will be a technical test, I gg-R.I.P-ed myself. Well surprisingly, the company's HR did call me a week after the interview, asking about details for my academic result. Not sure if that's considered a 'offer', but well at least it's not too bad.

Well, as for this upcoming interview, I uh spent a whole afternoon looking up for random technical questions here and there, and still think I will make a fool out of myself tmr. Really dont have the confidence lol, but I kinda cease to care for it any further. 

Imo, being a CEO is a job, being a toilet cleaner is job as well. I don't really care about salary since ahem I'm just a kid XD. My family doesnt really need my pitiful salary to maintain our current lifestyle anyway. 

Due to my 'hmm not bad quite above average' academic results, others usually assumed I must have wanted to be 'successful' since I worked hard to get good grades. But on the contrary, I don't find satisfaction in being 'successful' in the typical earn-lots-of-money or being-famous-as-a-professional way. I am just very contented with what I have now, and I don't even mind having lesser than what I have now (but not too less haha). 

But really, Ive put a lot of thought on how I want my future to be. The above is really the conclusion I came to. That's also why I rejected a PhD offer from my supervisor, did not even bother to apply for a PhD scholarship. Because I really do not see the purpose of doing so. I know i disappointed my parents for doing postgraduate but I can't just do something just to fulfill other's expectations right? 

Well anyways, I guess, Im just finding excuses for my laziness eheh.

Random Update

Uhm, it's been a while. Writing this feels really cringe. It's like you're writing in a tone as if you're talking to someone but the reality is no one might actually read this, well not exactly, my future self will read this and cringe herself out again. 

Continuation of last post

The last post was a very dramatic post about not knowing which university I will go to and which path I would actually take. I was being all depressed that I might be sent out overseas straight away and far out from my comfort zone. And now? I'm already doing my final year thesis LOL. Well, it turned out that I totally overestimated myself back then, and I ended in the comfort zone I wanted (5 hours drive away from home, and with people I know). To some people who have never lived abroad, it might still sound 'uncomfortable', but in comparison with living overseas when you hadn't even turned 18, it's comfortable enough. 

So, back to the 3 years since then, I've met quite a few people, started a degree that was almost completely unrelated with what I've learnt through my high school, gone through, well, quite terrible shits, but not too bad cause I've overcome them anyway. I've even forced myself to really gone to the 'uncomfort' zone I meant three years ago -- went exchange to a place 10 thousand km away from home, with 7 hours timezone difference, a total different weather, with barely any friends for a year (supposedly a year if it weren't for some virus outbreak).When I say 'force myself', I certainly do mean it. 

Current Situation

Now, well, due to some virus outbreak again, I will have to spend the half of my last uni life at home! I cant tell if I actually preferred to stay at home or back to the 5 hours away place, for a nerd like me probably more at home, but I'm feeling quite sentimental to not being able to spend more time in the uni since it is my last year anyway. 

Okay, I'm tired off talking to myself. Logging off now.

June

It is just in a blink of an eye 2015 has already past halfway~
Mid-term exams have passed thank god.
 I will talk about my recent interest!
(as you see i am into different things for different periods of time)
Now, let me introduce you a game
Touken Ranbu!
 A Japanese game by DMM(?)
It is a game which plays really alike with Kantai Collection, (a game that is so popular that it adapted into an anime) just that this one is mainly targeted for girls.

In Kantai, players collect battleships in the form of girls. Oppositely, in touken ranbu, players collect swords in the form of boys~

The reason I'm interested in:
It is always the ART.
My friends whom i met from the net are all crazy about the characters in touken ranbu, they draw them out and post their artwork onto facebook.

Among the 40++ swords in the game, I like Mikazuki Munechika the most!
Why? Basically because i like the attire he wore~
In the game, he appears to be the best sword, rated with 5 stars!
I have been playing for like about um 10days? and the best sword i can get is only 3 stars! The rarity of his appearence is pretty high~ I hope i can get him soon TAT


A picture of him ~)OvO(~

Moreover, this game is actually protected by a japanese server. When you click into the website, it says that this page cannot be seen in your country. I googled pretty hard and finally got a way to get into it. Well, the act of breaking through a server gives me a sense of achievement,(though its very simple) that's another reason why I play touken ranbu as well--- since i have already broken in.

Post #19

A few months ago, bing recommended me a pretty great music app. Ttpod.

The best thing of all is, it's variety. 

I am more into Nico nico and anime soundtracks. The normal music app doesn't suit me.

But in ttpod, there's huge lot of what I want. I think it's because of the uploaders are mainly people from china. Nico nico and animes are not really popular in western countries I think.

However after a stupid update, they say that my IP address is not available. Due to some copyright thingy and china set up a ' wall ' blocking all users outside from china. I googled for help, but most of the answers were switching to airplane mode and stuff. The worst thing is, the airplane mode cannot work after my update! 

So seriously, don't simply update. bugs fixes = blocking you off.

And finally, I found one way! (I don't know about android )

Ttpod IP address restricted, iOS version.

1: settings-wifi-connect to wifi-click the connection

2:then you will see this

3: find HTTP PROXY at the bottom part, click 'Auto', then type http://yo.uku.im/proxy.pac into the URL bar.

4: quit your ttpod (double click the home button and push ttpod app up)

5: reopen, then TADA!

I got this solution from googling Chinese websites, so credits to them! I am just translating~

Post #17

Took a week stopping? 

Well, can't blame me~

My wifi connection sucks like hell. Well, the TMnet people came just now and kinda fixed it(or no). 

Imagine holidays without wifi. I can only say, thank god I've got ebooks.

So, I just want to say, I'm back!!! 

And my goal of 50 posts this year end. I hope I could reach that.

And a random post of my cat who has grown longer. Not bigger.

He kept moving so they're blur...

 

This is just a post of my return---