Continuation of last post
The last post was a very dramatic post about not knowing which university I will go to and which path I would actually take. I was being all depressed that I might be sent out overseas straight away and far out from my comfort zone. And now? I'm already doing my final year thesis LOL. Well, it turned out that I totally overestimated myself back then, and I ended in the comfort zone I wanted (5 hours drive away from home, and with people I know). To some people who have never lived abroad, it might still sound 'uncomfortable', but in comparison with living overseas when you hadn't even turned 18, it's comfortable enough.
So, back to the 3 years since then, I've met quite a few people, started a degree that was almost completely unrelated with what I've learnt through my high school, gone through, well, quite terrible shits, but not too bad cause I've overcome them anyway. I've even forced myself to really gone to the 'uncomfort' zone I meant three years ago -- went exchange to a place 10 thousand km away from home, with 7 hours timezone difference, a total different weather, with barely any friends for a year (supposedly a year if it weren't for some virus outbreak).When I say 'force myself', I certainly do mean it.
Current Situation
Now, well, due to some virus outbreak again, I will have to spend the half of my last uni life at home! I cant tell if I actually preferred to stay at home or back to the 5 hours away place, for a nerd like me probably more at home, but I'm feeling quite sentimental to not being able to spend more time in the uni since it is my last year anyway.
Okay, I'm tired off talking to myself. Logging off now.
